2010: new year's resolution

2010 - the future has arrived! new decade, right? 2010 to 2019? or 2011 to 2020? results from google news says it's up to you when to celebrate/declare. well, i declare it to be the decade of the 10s.
'tis my graduation year after all.

today is january 3rd and i have just begun reflecting and criticizing (not always constructive) the events and changes of 2009.
i will begin to enumerate my resolutions for this new year and try to live up to them.
ahem..

measurable:
- be more studious. this is imperative for my grad school prospects!
- have more self-control. general enough to apply to my many vices..

non-measurable:
- have a stronger heart + mind
- go back inside. to the subconscious.

'activities' and 'hobbies'

if all existing entities are actually one, then we are on a microscopic scale. our interests and acts of recreation are extensions and slivers of our being. to scope out and experiment various occupations to find the one that is most fitting to our happiness and passions.
we are in search of our identities. alive, dead, life, non-life, rational, and non-rational. they are all interdependent. no you or me, but it.

unfortunate that 'we' are not aware of our necessity for co-existence. this leads to 'self-destruction' of the it. deterioration, atrophied sections, ignored parts. all are vital. unfortunate.

.: then why do i amass the material; and dissipate my time on the irrelevant?