All memories are the traces of tears

"Why can't it be like before?" - Bai Ling in 2046

it seems that others and myself have been decaying into components of our humanness, namely body and soul. physical and emotional. i am at once - both irrational and rational. leading me to be self-critical and self-deprecating. it tears me apart. i would have hope to have instead been split into separate people. and then to be released on opposite ends of the world. to rather long for a full self than to be tempted to self-destruction.


link:"We love what we can't have, and we can't have what we love" by Brian Walsh
link: upcoming movie - Ashes of Time Redux