Memory Lane... 2003-2005

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

i love humanity people will never cease to astound and inspire me this comes from the girl who wished she were an animal many years ago this week, this month, this school year. stress + pressure every second. my only freedom yet again is in sleep. this is really bad for my heart, body. the 2, 3, 4 hrs of sleep each morning.. it's not even night anymore. waste waste nature vs nurture. nature/environment wins. i have given up myself. black rings flap above, touch earth, and depart this isn't me. no, not anymore. it hasn't been for a long, long time. death is a black hole. light cannot escape its grasp, so, of course, i could not as well excuses? probably maybe or the truth. people like to interchange the two. mainly excuses for truth to start over. yes? no, too much work. see, this is what i have become. what, not who. to be real again Private - 5:47 PM - edit it - email it - fix language Thursday, August 11, 2005 thanks liz googlism.com type in your name and... jenny is a high school girl of 17 jenny is located within the depth contour marked on this map as "submerged volcano" jenny is seven jenny is neurologically ok jenny is a mystery character jenny is a grey tabby cat with stripes so modified that most of her coat looks brindled jenny is at the moment my favorite jenny jenny is home jenny kim is an ork of chinese descent who heard the call of beaver when growing up in seattle Private - 1:02 AM - 2 eprops - 2 comments - edit it - email it - fix language Saturday, January 03, 2004 My Last Poem I would like my At poem thus That it be gentle saying the simplest and least intended things That it be ardent like a tearless sob That it have the beauty of almost scentless flowers The purity of the flame in which the most limpid diamonds are consumed The passion of suicides who kill themselves without explanation. - Manuel Bandeira translated by Elizabeth Bishop Private - 9:45 PM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - edit it - email it - fix language Wednesday, July 09, 2003 Love animals.. do not eat them.. http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=mym2002 the video is very graphic and sad... T.T i will be a vegetarian.. :] Private - 10:59 PM - add eprops - add comments - edit it - email it - fix language